Helloooo!!
its been an ages since i last updated..

Wanna say to myself that tomorrow exam hoping i can able to do it
hope is not hard... then on thur is my last paper
My first term is gonna end ... then next is 2nd term , which means is also the last term for my higher nitec second year
after that i will be heading to poly ..
not sure if i could able to go to my desired poly's and courses
so nervous
....

and i also wanna say this
i wont mention the girl name
i will call her girl 1

ok , girl 1 and i was close sisters and friend during sec school
then after i go to another class , she became damn jealous of me going with her
after that she suddenly shouted in front of my face , RIGHT DIRECTLY ON MY FACE AND POINTING AT ME that dont ever call me jie[sister] anymore
i was so hurt and my heart clashed , my tears started to flow
and i also CRIED FOR FREAKING FOR 2 HRS , YES 2HRS!!!!?

theres 1 time , me and her argued , she is angry , and i keep asking her for forgiveness
i even brought a bag for her , asking for forgiveness...

Every time is me who will be the 1 who will say sorry , pleading for forgiveness , sacrifice
 i didden even say/talk back , scared our friendship will turn sour
but after this incident , i started to change my personalities
ya , everyone does change , i cant be the same throughout my whole life , thats will be a great disadvantage for me

its been a long time , and she keep wanting me to friend her back , but the truth is , i dont have any FEELINGS for her long time ago
it will be hard for me to react if i friend her back again
i know theres a phrase is forgive and forget
 but because i am a girl who treasures the people around me and friendships alot
and if u make me cry or betrays my trust in u
sorry , i cant forgive and forget it
it will make me remember more

so i might ignore them...
maybe..
ok , preparing to sleep :)
BYE~

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